Church stuff, first and foremost in my mind. Fancy that!
Just had a meeting with a Pillar of the Church, who is struggling with nearly crushing disappointment about Something going on here. Thinking about how I am changing and growing, from... someone whose instincts were all about pleasing people and making sure they were not disappointed/ mad/ going away; to... someone who holds these things lightly enough, recognizes that it really and truly is not about me, whose job, first and foremost, is to listen and love.
I left a meeting recently shaking my head at the change in me. I don't know why it's happening, exactly. But I am so, so grateful.